Unloved

Ever feel unwanted and not welcomed at all? Here I lay in my tiny room staring blankly and trying to rationalize everything. That’s at least what I felt coming back home and now I feel like starting from scratch.

Ever feel like no one to talk to about a thing you cannot easily mention to anyone? Or having second thoughts to let all your emotions flow and just let it go because of what it can cause to someone or anyone. That’s at least what I am trying to manage every single damn day.

Ever detached yourself from people you love? Now you got a starter pack for unloving yourself too… Welcome to my life…

Ever thought that people could actually change for no reason? That’s at least what I came to realize that our friendship wasn’t inseparable. Or maybe I did something wrong, I can’t apologize, no, I’m too coward to even confront my own feelings.

Welcome aboard on my journey at 30.

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Published by Summerseth

I say… I’m in sync with my senses. When I have an instinct, it doesn’t mean I should blindly follow it. It’s a message that I should examine the situation a little bit more. https://summerseth.wordpress.com/

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